dammit that was too close. the general cant know. NOBODY can know but especially him. because because i dont know why i just have a terrible feeling. he already thinks im his girlfriend or wife or something.
he heard gwen. oh my god i thought this is it. i gave him oblivion and lots of other jolly things and i got him dancing which usually takes his mind off but you never know with him hes like a bloody great freight train he doesnt derail easily. he shouldnt remember unless theres some surprise drug interaction. he wont remember if there is a god which if there was i wouldnt be in this situation would i. no god that would be that petty.
ow. i wonder what he made me take. not painkillers thats for sure.