why did i do that?
it was nice. why didn't i ever do it before?
because look at what happens. i fuck everything up. think, sally, think!
funny thing. i was scrambling for a lie to tell him about the cod liver oil and i wind up telling him something i wouldn't ever tell anybody else ever. how is it that i don't see him for fourteen years and a minute later i'm telling my deepest darkest secrets.
except for the One Big Thing. i didn't tell him about Gwen. he's still so mad.
if he brings me the cod liver oil then maybe i can trust him about Everything Else. can i?
I wish the only person i know who can give me a letter of transit wasn't the bloody general. wont that be fun.